"I'd already decided I wanted you to meet Luke, I was just trying to figure out how to best arrange it before pursuing it any further with you. I doubt it's going to be... well received."
Which was fine, but if he could... negotiate, he would do so.
"He doesn't trust Jedi, especially around his family, and I can't say I blame him." He flashed a slight smile at Anakin. "But I think I can manage something. If you can avoid telling him you aren't really dead."
"I don't trust the Jedi. He doesn't like them." There was a vast different between him and his step-brother's feelings about the Jedi, all stemming from how the Jedi had treated - or rather not treated with their indifference - Shmi.
"So do I use a new name now? Tell him any similarities between me and me are purely coincidental? Do I need a mask now?"
“No,” Anakin said, not even a pause. “I know you mean well, but I know what it’s like to have someone mess with my mind. I know it’s not the same. But I don’t want to do that to someone unless it’s absolutely necessary. And seeing Luke isn’t a necessity, it’s a want.”
It was something he’d given up the rights to. Just like he couldn’t see Leia.
Anakin was silent at that, enough wits about him to think it through.
"Luke needs to stay safe," he said at last. "And he is safe with Owen and Beru and they probably love him already." That last part said a bit begrudgingly. And how fair was that to Owen and Beru? He wasn't trying to just use them. There was a lot of guilt floating on the surface of his emotions mixing with regret and sadness. Guilt from a memory of a life more advanced than this one, where he'd coldly ordered Owen's and Beru's death like a thousand other executions.
"I am going to borrow him for an hour, not take him away from them. No matter how much guilt I have for what I did to you, or how many regrets about the ways I fail you, and the power both of those give you over me, my priority is Luke."
"Obi-Wan," Anakin said flatly. "Taking him for an hour is not the precedence you want to set for yourself here. You'll be known as that crazy guy living at the edge of the Dune Sea that snatches kids for an hour for who knows what purpose. And that is not a good look, even in this galaxy. Owen might try to shoot you."
"It's your son from a previous life, I brought him to Owen two days ago. You are meeting him, I am doing this and unless you intend to get revenge by cutting off my legs, you can't stop me and frankly at this point even the success of that is questionable."
Anakin thought about giving Obi-Wan a demonstration, thought about daring him to try to get up. But he dismissed that quickly because he suspected that would not be good for his friend's psyche, given what he'd gone through the past few days.
So Anakin switch tactics.
"Why are you so insistent on this? You don't have to make anything right with me."
"I don't have to do anything except watch over Luke and eventually be killed by you. That doesn't mean that this isn't right, and I'm insistent on it because it is the right thing to do. For you and, I think, him."
Anakin understood what ramifications there would be if they went through with this idea. It wasn’t that Luke would remember, but that the Lars would. And that would shape how they treated and raised Luke.
So Anakin didn’t counter with that, he just asked again, “Why do you want this?”
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He was quiet again, Obi-Wan hadn't responded to his comment about Luke, was his friend trying to subtly change the topic?
"Do you not want me to see Luke?"
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Which was fine, but if he could... negotiate, he would do so.
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"So do I use a new name now? Tell him any similarities between me and me are purely coincidental? Do I need a mask now?"
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Look, he's good at it, it's non-violent, and it saves pain.
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It was something he’d given up the rights to. Just like he couldn’t see Leia.
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He could, he thought, convince Owen to let him borrow the baby for a bit. Maybe.
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Defensive? A little.
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"Luke needs to stay safe," he said at last. "And he is safe with Owen and Beru and they probably love him already." That last part said a bit begrudgingly. And how fair was that to Owen and Beru? He wasn't trying to just use them. There was a lot of guilt floating on the surface of his emotions mixing with regret and sadness. Guilt from a memory of a life more advanced than this one, where he'd coldly ordered Owen's and Beru's death like a thousand other executions.
No, he wouldn't try to hurt them this time.
"We'll think of something."
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SLowly, patiently, gently.
"I am going to borrow him for an hour, not take him away from them. No matter how much guilt I have for what I did to you, or how many regrets about the ways I fail you, and the power both of those give you over me, my priority is Luke."
In truth, Luke was the reason he was still alive.
And when Luke is 'done' , he won't be.
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He was doing it.
Deal with it.
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"That is my son, and we are not kidnapping him for an hour. We will figure out something else."
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"Children aren't objects. I don't have to cut your legs off, I can just restrain you."
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So Anakin switch tactics.
"Why are you so insistent on this? You don't have to make anything right with me."
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...That wasn't an answer, and he knew it.
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So Anakin didn’t counter with that, he just asked again, “Why do you want this?”
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"Because I spent days with him on the way here, Anakin." Fine. Have your answer.
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Omg my autocorrect corrected ‘that he’ to ‘the Jedi’ wow autocorrect wow
I read it right anyway, which is the really amazing part.
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