"...it's still being complicit. I give them what freedoms I can, but. It's not enough." It's why losing his men mad him so very angry. They couldn't choose this fight and where brainwashed into it. It wasn't moral.

"I chose how I feel." There's a bite to it, because no his feelings ran him. And he knew what Jedi Doctrine was, and stubbornly refused to give up what couldn't be taken from him. His name, his emotions, his thoughts. He just tried to hide them. "But I could leave. It's a little different."